Last Day in Austin, Texas.

I leave for college in less then 3 hours. I'm so nervous and excited to finally get out on my own. I'm so very grateful that Travis is going too. I pray that everything works out.

My Last Day in Austin was spent packing and cleaning my stupid room, but it's clean now. Thank God. No more worries about that. :) When I finished, my sister and I went to the mall and walked around..and then we went and got a banana split. I'm sad that I won't get to see her everyday. :(

I'm also sad because there are people I didn't get to say goodbye to. It seems like this summer really did test friendships, because like, people who I thought were my friend didn't really want to say goodbye to me. I guess that's part of growing up..it just hurts a bit I guess. I mean, I thought I had people that cared about me, but IDK...lol. Just feeling a bit lonely. I don't think I've been a very good friend either, I guess I should learn to manage my time better, that's what college is for.

I am so sore. My muscles keep getting this stabbing pain..earlier it was my arm, then my legs...I hope I'm not getting sick or something...maybe I just need to stay hydrated better. IDK, but I will feel better after I rest a little.

Anyway...I'm just nervous about college. I kind of wish I'd have checked the mail, I won a scholarship from Freedom Scholars. It's a scholarship a friend told me about. I'm going to use it to buy books. :) Then I get my debate scholarship in the mail after I send my fee bill..home to my mama...I'm taking 16 hours this semester. My schedule is pretty full, because the max is 18. I think 16 is fine, until I get used to what I have. I have morning classes, so I need to learn not to sleep in. I can't miss a class I'm paying for. That would be ridiculous. Any advice on how to wake up in the morning?

Anyway, Love you guys,.
See most of y'all in 4 months. :)
-Becky